reality

Good to know ur doing good cliffy.

So as most of u shud prolly know im no longer workin with the good ol man, join'd another company over in KL call'd scicom, google it for futher information.

I've actually been fuckin up quite alot lately, no control over myself, going all out without thinkin about the next day, not going to work, gettin really wasted, sleeping while driving; after getting wasted, in short, im just losing it. To my defence i'd say this kinda shyt normally happens when we do the same routine everyday. Once we get a chance to let go we over do it. Plus did i mention i work in a very stressfull environment, one that fucks with ur emotions every 7 mins, on average. So when i do stuff like that its almost like a stress reliever. Talkin about stress relievers, i rmmbr when i went for the interview the manager askd me 'whut wud u do if ur really stressd up? - id play my guitar.. lol.. think so ar!

Here comes the painful part; reality. No matter whut i say to defend myself, whut im doing is wrong. Prolly Cliffie can gimme some tips on how to be more matured, eh? No matter how sloshd i get, i still have to wake up the next day, and work. Honestly, fuck the asswipe who created this system. Why cant evryone just enjoy rite? without givin a rats ass about anything. That'd be awesome wudn it? But no, we have to work our way up, gain experiences, educate ourselves to be better ppl, and all this is done thru time. It'd be awesome if we were like dotA heroes wudn it? Make money and buy experience. The best part is, after voicing out all this, theres still one thing that'll never change, REALITY.

Reality is ur fuckd. When everything is going on well, smth will happen. All we have to blame after that is our ownself. I'll be back with more of this, wanna eat now.

- blink.

- that jamaican BOLT dude really can run balls. damn